Loki Moment

 

This is rare, all of this. Loki isn’t a window kitty, that was always Tinka Belle’s thing. And Loki is notoriously bad at self cleaning but Tinka Belle was meticulous. They were like ying and yang, two sides of a coin. It seems that Tinka Belle is not only letting her presence still be known, but also SEEN. 

Thank you my little Belle for helping your brother stay clean. We miss her so much, and so her presence is a comfort, especially for him. He’s been kind of lost without her.

On a brighter note, Loki’s medication was cut in half and so far he’s not doing too bad. He’s not cured, he will always have IBS issues, but he’s alive, happy and thriving right now. Our hearts are grateful for every day we get to spend with this silly boy❣

 

 

 

 

Today – Part II – And the Sky Cried

After we went shopping, we drove to pick up Tinka Belles’ ashes in a torrential downpour and Tornado watches were in affect for our area (and still are till 9pm).

But the minute we pulled into the vets parking lot, the rain stopped (the first two pictures). As we walked out with Tinkas’ ashes another downpour hit hard. Lightening, thunder, quickly flooding areas (next two pictures).

I always knew Tinka Belle was a thunderstorm. At one time I even wished I had named her storm (yes after the marvel character)….

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Through the wind, the rain and thunder and lightening, Not to mention tornado watches. Tinka Belle is finally back home with us 

Stafford Veterinary and Abbey Glen Pet Memorial Services did right by us. We forgot to ask if they did a pawprint memorial. Well we have pawprints and fur. I was overwhelmed with emotions and gratitude for the care they gave us and our Tinka 

Today has been 

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Loki & Adjusting

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Some updates on Loki and adjusting;
A month later and finally seeing some hair growing back on his belly that they had shaved for his ultrasound. Pore guy will be dealing with IBD symptoms on and off forever. But he’s doing sooooo much better. He still, days later looks for Tinka Belle, he keeps thinking she’s in one of her hiding spots that he’s just never been graceful enough to enter. He sits and stares sometimes and I wonder if he sees her on the other side.
 
The apartment is a lot quieter with only one furbaby here now. I personally have NEVER in my life had less than 3 furkids at a time. I personally have said farewell in one way or another to 13 cats (including a mama cat who was picked up off the street in a blizzard, to have birth at my feet in the car), 3 dogs (two from childhood), 1 parakeet (from childhood), 1 iguana, and 3 angel fish.
 
We want to adopt a puppy, we’ve wanted to for a while now, but a we both agree Loki + puppy while Loki is trying to stabilize from serious chronic IBS is just not healthy for him.
 
Soooo, we decided, for now at least that Loki’s gonna be an only child a while. Loki’s always wanted to be in the spotlight with us. He’s always competed and would get super moody when others got attention.Our middle aged little man, awkward, clumsy, emotional, will now be spoiled rotten, heal and be taken with us on some adventures!
❤️
🐾❤️

xoxoe

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Tuesday, the day after Monday

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Captains Log: Monday 04/08/2019

I don’t have a photo from the vet visit but they shaved Tinka’s belly, including her scab, taking it off. She still has inflammation and at this point it’s no longer being called a hot spot. She has a serious infection, may or may not be the C word creeping back. There are other things it could be, but with her history? Apparently the wall between the mammary gland that was removed for her mammary cancer removal and the next one was very very thin and cells may have spread. But right now she has too much inflammation to take a skin sample for biopsy to see. Right now all we know is that she has a lump and a couple small lumps that are inflamed and STILL, very itchy. 

She came home with an anti bacterial surgical scrub (she has to be cleaned twice a day). Neosporin after the cleaning as a topical anti bacterial fighter. Clavamox/Amoxicillin pills (antibiotic) that she takes twice a day And she is back on Prednisone (anti-inflammatory steroid), starting twice a day for three days then weening down for about 2 weeks again. Add that to her twice daily Hyperthyroid pills and whew that’s a lot 😓 Plus she is still subjected to wearing her Elizabethan Collar (cone of perpetual shame). 

😉 We are keeping an optimistic outlook though (of course after the couple of hours of anxiety prevailed). She’s home, she’s resting after the trauma of shaving her belly with ZERO sedative. She’s a fighter and we won’t stop fighting for her. 

Suffice to say the though, the day was a wash as far as April challenges go. And I allowed that. My head was spiraling from the vet visit and all my planned April Challenge activities were scheduled for after the vet visit. What I did do was neurotically came home and cleaned. And that can be as therapeutic as exercise and meditation at times. But after being at the vet about an hour talking about infection, scabs and bacteria, cleaning just seemed what I needed to do. 

Before bed the hubby and I had to do our first scrub of her belly and first round of a whole lot of pills to pop down her throat. We fumbled along nicely and got the job done. Now time to let her rest. Goodnight 

 

Captains Log: Tuesday 04/09/2019

It’s early Tuesday morning, about 6ish. Tinka Belle seems to be feeling better, more active this morning. Even more cuddly. I think the razor burn from getting her belly shaved is starting to calm down, and so is she. She seems more herself whatever that means at this given moment. But for now, I’ll take it!

I let my April challenges slide the last two days, one for the sake of fun and one for the sake of, well, just not wanting to do it. But today is Tuesday, a new day. Time to dust off all the negative juju from yesterday that claimed the day and refocus.

Captains Log: Signing off, for now.